learn~unlearn~relearn: mantra of life???!!!???

is life all about learning???

n woteva we learn we practice/follow...n at one point of time dont we get vexed/ pissed/ bored/t ired/ discouraged of that thing (some kinda fatigue), dont we? 

then wot we do? we'll either leave or forget it? means unlearn???? 

again something happens; n we are either forced/choose to learn the same thing in a different or updated or sophisticated way ?

is life all about "learn~unlearn~relearn" thing???

nothing much/ beyond it?

wot can we do to make it interesting?

lately, i realized to avoid such fatigues i can/ have to change my hobbies n habits.

i always hated to read books. i neva bought a book on my own till date except for the text n note books(subject related). things weren't quite kool on my side of late. i'm completely shaken by the ppl's weird n very rude behaviors. i'm now not gutsy enuf even to open my mouth to ask for a help/ take a suggestion. even best of the friends looked like true n too strangers.

but i'm desperately n definitely in need of a diversion from emotions n feelings, motivation in and for life n its survival, work to keep myself engaged progressively, and definitely not for a shoulder to put my head n shed tears. i'm not looking for material like friend but for friend like material. 

i was only wondering wot can help in accomplishing / reaching the above mentioned needs? clueless on wer to go yet roaming on the roads walking. i walked miles in search of a friend. i neva knew that friends are sold in stores for such less prices until i came across this bookstore 'crossword', today evening and i'm so glad- i had a real gudevening.

i had 300 bucks to fight a week ahead n to buy some book to reach my needs i ought to buy 1. i was thinking whether to buy 1 or not. i reviewed my needs n realized atleast for the 2nd half of the 2nd need (out of the above mentioned ones) i have to buy 1. 

i suddenly felt like reading becoz last month i read this book 'david copperfield' for the sake of my student n i read it in 2hrs with a forced half an hr brk. it made me feel so glad. in the begining it was so difficult, but the story intrested me n motivated me to read it til the end without a brk. that pleasant feeling remained n made me to feel like reading another book. 

wen i saw the book store i felt that i shd buy a book n that is wot i'm in immeadiate need. i searched for a book, i found 1 static n the other interactive type. i was in a grt confusion on wot to buy. i again had to prioritize n decide. finally i bot 1 book n am happy now. 

i'm happy that i'm not talking to many ppl, not even the very close 1s- yet i'm feeling greatly relieved.

initially i was hated books, now i've learnt that books are true friends....n may be in future i'll get into too much of book reading or again restart hating to read books...anything can happen. but i surely know 1 thing ....it all depends on the book i select--the friend i select (just like reality eh?). but tell me, until i read the book how can i know whether i'm gonna like/ hate it (just like making friends n then gelling n then,.....eh?).

life is all about "learn~unlearn~relearn"...whether it's interesting or boring. it is a continuous process.

~~~om shanthi om~~~

Q: phil comes out of life or life comes out of phil??