Few sms's i received from a frnd of mine on frnshp that i keep reading often to wonder how true they are....
a) a frn is 1 who loves u ....not bcoz of what u have, not bcoz of what u have donebut just loves u for what u are.
b) in life u'l realize that der is a purpose 4 every person u meet. some r der2 test u, some will use u, some will teach u and some will bring out the best in u, some may cause u pain but u'll learn to move on. so learn frm d ppl who cant treat u rightenjoy those loved u 2 see ur worth. each 1 is god's design.
(i add to it...some will make beast out of u....)
c) it's difficult to show a truly smiling face 2 d person u hate more . but it's more to difficult to show a truly angry face to the person u love the most....
d) dont miss the one who is ready to miss anything for u
e) dont avoid or miss the person so much who really has true love and affection on u, it'll make u feel bad when u learn that they have learnt to live without u n ur memories.
f) b4 u pray...believe
b4 u criticize....wait
b4 u speak...listen
b4 u spend...earn
b4 u write...think
b4 u quit...try
b4 u die...live
g) forgive what u cannot forget and forget what u cannot forgive...
h) beauty doesn't create love...love creates beauty...break everything for a heart..but never brk a haert for anything.
i) no sound in this world can be more louder than silence. if someone can understand ur silence they can never misunderstand ur words.
j) never hurt or avoid a soul that really loves and likes u upto the core, bcoz if they start leaving u, u'll miss one of the biggest pleasure.
k) when love is unknown to u..u'll know what is happiness. when u know love, u'll know what is pain. when u lose it u'll know what life is.
l) never get too attached to anyone, because attachments leads to expectations and expectations will lead to disappointments.
m) only two persons in the earth will b extremely happy...1 who gets everything in love and the one who doesn't know what love is.
n) the best thing to learn in life is the habit of compromise because it's better to bend a little than to break a loving relationship.
o) if u stand for a reason be prepared to stand alone like a tree. if u fall on the ground, fall like a seed that grows back to fight again.
p) friendship is to forget...love is to forgive
(i add to it...enemy is to remember n revenge....yeah i've seen this some1 doing it to me. gosh! it's so ghostly of 'em. it gave me a thought whethei should give a tit for tat.)
F.R.I.E.N.D.
Last 2 weeks have brought a dramatic and drastic change in my life which was inevitable....just to make me realize the most popular and evergreen saying on FRIENDSHIP.....
1) 'a friened IN NEED is a FRIEND INDEED'.
it's been practically proven and felt that need very very badly.
i failed in my life badly to have correct friend! so bitchy! what fate.
Another late eye-opener is....... 'believe in what YOU DO'...
i lately learnt that i shd believe in my students and their parents. becoz i do them...i make them happy. i make them humans....and in return they made me realize that even am a human and not a material. eye openers.
i wanna add to this point sth very imp n precious and sth which is worth sharing.
in few of my earlier posts i mentioned that my students say and take me more as a friend than their teacher. i realized that 'they meant it'. when i was terribly sick and struggling to get well, the parents of my students stood by me, they dint tell me to eat well instead they made me eat well. they dint say take care instead they have taken care of me. till date ie., even after complete recovery they still ensure that am eating in time. what love and effection. when i was in hospital...i told a parent that she was taking care of me like my friend...she told me that for her i'm not like her friend but i'm her friend already. whoa. what practicality. that was the medicine that has cured me. i was craving for a pill of love and tonic of affection. the lonliness disease made me weak and it vanished after realization.
the ones who said they are my frns dint turn up, and the ones who turned up are FRIENDS as if designed n sent by god. they touched my heart.
i have believe in woteva i do till date and even henceforth...both professionally and personally. i did everything with clear consciousness. but the thing is, few results/ consequences were unexpected. they came like weeds in my beautiful farm of flowers. damn it.
1) 'a friened IN NEED is a FRIEND INDEED'.
it's been practically proven and felt that need very very badly.
i failed in my life badly to have correct friend! so bitchy! what fate.
Another late eye-opener is....... 'believe in what YOU DO'...
i lately learnt that i shd believe in my students and their parents. becoz i do them...i make them happy. i make them humans....and in return they made me realize that even am a human and not a material. eye openers.
i wanna add to this point sth very imp n precious and sth which is worth sharing.
in few of my earlier posts i mentioned that my students say and take me more as a friend than their teacher. i realized that 'they meant it'. when i was terribly sick and struggling to get well, the parents of my students stood by me, they dint tell me to eat well instead they made me eat well. they dint say take care instead they have taken care of me. till date ie., even after complete recovery they still ensure that am eating in time. what love and effection. when i was in hospital...i told a parent that she was taking care of me like my friend...she told me that for her i'm not like her friend but i'm her friend already. whoa. what practicality. that was the medicine that has cured me. i was craving for a pill of love and tonic of affection. the lonliness disease made me weak and it vanished after realization.
the ones who said they are my frns dint turn up, and the ones who turned up are FRIENDS as if designed n sent by god. they touched my heart.
i have believe in woteva i do till date and even henceforth...both professionally and personally. i did everything with clear consciousness. but the thing is, few results/ consequences were unexpected. they came like weeds in my beautiful farm of flowers. damn it.
Check my vital signs
........I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone
Read between the lines
What's fucked up when everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone..........
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone
Read between the lines
What's fucked up when everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone..........
to tell u, I have never counted the number of times i felt that these lyrics are about me.
How can there be such a co-incidence?huh....unanswered q.
yeah,, am still alive..
all these days i was just with students all around me during the day time. dont ask me about the evenings and night. the above mentioned say it all.
but for the last 5 days, it's not so. I'm amidst of medicines, fruits, 'take-care/ get well soon' calls, love and concern. (yet there are few instances that killed me for falling sick that too weakness. huh...keep them aside.)
on day-1 doc said it's low bp. so i maintained my diet n living habits to bring my bp to normal. even after 3 days same condition continues. i'm pissed off. changed the doc n changed the medication. after 2days, today i feel the same weakness. but second time doc said the bp is normal but the weakness can be due to gastro and asked me to reduce or stop eating spicy food. ahhh! among the readers who know me personally would laugh at it and cal it a 'gone case'. I DO NOT EAT SPICY FOOD at all. :) i understood that the doc is just some1 to be ignored. but am still unable to rule-out the reason behind this extreme weakness.
How can there be such a co-incidence?huh....unanswered q.
yeah,, am still alive..
all these days i was just with students all around me during the day time. dont ask me about the evenings and night. the above mentioned say it all.
but for the last 5 days, it's not so. I'm amidst of medicines, fruits, 'take-care/ get well soon' calls, love and concern. (yet there are few instances that killed me for falling sick that too weakness. huh...keep them aside.)
on day-1 doc said it's low bp. so i maintained my diet n living habits to bring my bp to normal. even after 3 days same condition continues. i'm pissed off. changed the doc n changed the medication. after 2days, today i feel the same weakness. but second time doc said the bp is normal but the weakness can be due to gastro and asked me to reduce or stop eating spicy food. ahhh! among the readers who know me personally would laugh at it and cal it a 'gone case'. I DO NOT EAT SPICY FOOD at all. :) i understood that the doc is just some1 to be ignored. but am still unable to rule-out the reason behind this extreme weakness.
however, psychologically i feel better if students are around me. i thought of taking classes from today. but the parents of my students who are sweeter than sugar have asked me to rest and said that they'll bring me food and asked me not to cook. however, i gave them 2 options, if they are so keen to bring me food from 12 kms far then they shd also bring their children for the class or else no student no food. so sweet of them they brought me lunch and breakfast in the first two days and 2 of them took me to doctors on 2 different days. they felt the emergency and responded in time. in a day i get calls from my students all the 3 times just to check if i had food or not. wot else can fill me with joy and happiness. i feel so content about myself and my job. they (students and their parents) are like my friends. when in need, they were with me in-deed.
today evening am gonna check with another doc...and i call it my final trial to rule-out the reason behind this f***ingly extreme weakness. symptoms are: blackout, extreme weakness, giddiness, feel as if am gonna faint and sit down on floor, feel as if my nose bleeds but actually it doesn't, headache all over especially more on backside, sometimes wet palm and feet, blackouts while changing position to stand-sit-sleep.
am having adequate sleep, enough fruits and food, ample water for the last 4-5days. even medicines for 2 days. yet there is no improvement. it cannot be sun-stroke for 2 reasons, i haven't been exposed to sun of late and there is no sun in Bangalore, it's been raining. also it's not extreme stress coz i take 2-3 hrs gap in between after lunch. then wtf is it?
i hope from tomorrow i resume my classes and back to normal.
(good news: i wrote the spelling tomorrow without the help of dictionary and spell-check. yeppie i got it. tom/or/row).
(good news: i wrote the spelling tomorrow without the help of dictionary and spell-check. yeppie i got it. tom/or/row).
