I know it's really hard for any1 to justify 'I - me - myself' concept..but i'm finding it as a possible 1. It takes a thought and lil more effort to be so...but it gives immense satisfaction,,,,,n believe it or not life seems to be having full of life.
I've attended a 5-day workshop on movement and yoga for children with special needs. here in the workshop we the participants (parents and special educators of children with special needs) have seen a newside of the life. after the workshop i have realized how powerful 'Belief' is, how much important it is to have 'patience'. I had both of them earlier in adequate quantities...but now the change in me is qualitative. It is the fruit of the workshop. it has boasted my confidence, faith, belief, hard work and morals.the quality of my life has improved.
this phase of my life (transition period ) is a critical period. for me, a life void of job/work and especially without kids-around is just a 'hell' in one word. every time, weneva i finish college and wait for college counseling/ go for a job hunt makes my life worsen. usually this period is a period of great depression for me. but this year is a bit different. i have forced myself not to b depressed n iv been trying real hard for dat. weneva i just start yo 'try' things happen...and luckily i'v attended this workshop...n henceforth there are least number of chances for me to b depressed.
the workshop also has given me a scope to explore my teaching methodologies in 'curative education clubbed with special education'.
life seems to b not just material....it's also magical. certain things happen like some magic. wen i work with kids i see some magic happening with their performance or their conditions. just wonder how...? the beauty is even parents report of some magic happening with theirs kid's performances. magic / miracle? the moment i realized that some magic's really happening around...i started googling to get history, basis n proof. after lil bit of googling...i continued to be myself and i enjoyed the magic. it's fun and thrilling...it's most wanted.
coming back to the things that have happened/ changed becoz of the workshop include...'Me'---becoming more cheerful and liberal. i'm liberal to myself and others...it doesnt mean that i give complete and limitless freedom. it only means that the respect i have for others feelings and opinions, their beliefs and behaviors has increased.
ya...1 more wonder has happened...i've actually taken a comment passed on me to my heart n accepted (took it for granted) it becoz i was only viewing their comment from their point of view. later my friend's compliment gave a thought and i realized that the earlier passed on comment wasnt actually true. lately i realized that both the comment n compliment weren't true except my own opinion. from my point of view something abt me was more meaningful.. it wasnt neither ugly (the comment i received) nor beautiful (the compliment, that was quite contradictory). hence the workshop has raised my self esteem.
thanks to the workshop...now for me....aaaaal iiiiiiis welllllllllll!!!!!
