happy bday akkeeeeeeeeee
may be i dint know her from the day 1 she's born...but she knows me from the moment i was born.
she is altime young n ever dynamic.
She's motivated me and made me.
she brought me up and educated me.
she has grown me up and developed me.
she's my baby sis....swats.
it's her b'day today...and am missing her very very badly.
hoping that she's having a grt bday blast and wishing loads of fun and joy.
Dearest akkeeeeeee happy bday....
love u loads
hugs n kissess
chellleeeee
She's motivated me and made me.
she brought me up and educated me.
she has grown me up and developed me.
she's my baby sis....swats.
it's her b'day today...and am missing her very very badly.
hoping that she's having a grt bday blast and wishing loads of fun and joy.
Dearest akkeeeeeee happy bday....
love u loads
hugs n kissess
chellleeeee
simply complicated
to be simple is so complicated n difficult n to b complicated is so very simple.
i've realized this long back n experienced it lately.
u know wot happened.....
I was holding my anger n frustration for a longtime, kept my cool n tried hard to be simple...it was very complicated.
I lost my temper in just a second...i made things very complicated so easily. it was very simple.
I want to have peaceful relations n conversations, it is simple theoretically, practically it is very very complicated, yet I made t possible. consequences are peaceful. am mentally happy.
At times, I try to be very harsh n strict, it is very complicated, practically it is difficult, yet i made it possible. consequences are so disgusting. am mentally agitated.
My work is so complicated, involved with risk. yet i make it simple n possible. but somewer in the corners of my brain n heart it pains me badly,,,there is pressure from inside n out.
I feel like screaming my life out....
i wanna
learn kick boxing/ dance/ swimming...to exhaust my energy...
to lie down on the floor like a dead body for a long time....to be off from the world,
to run run run.....tun away from all those who n what are following me and sucking my energy n spirit off...
to bang and break things and show my heights of frustration n anger...
i wanna do all the above ________ things because wen i'm simple n wen i'm being myself, ppl misunderstand me n piss me off. i just hate it and hate them and hate myself.
i wanna see my future in some magic tv/ sth n know my life is gonna b always like dis or wot, n to c if some ppl change or not, to see wot is going to happen.
am i losing patience? or i've just lost some energy/ my spirit completely vanished? wot the F is happening?
is life really aBitch??
i've realized this long back n experienced it lately.
u know wot happened.....
I was holding my anger n frustration for a longtime, kept my cool n tried hard to be simple...it was very complicated.
I lost my temper in just a second...i made things very complicated so easily. it was very simple.
I want to have peaceful relations n conversations, it is simple theoretically, practically it is very very complicated, yet I made t possible. consequences are peaceful. am mentally happy.
At times, I try to be very harsh n strict, it is very complicated, practically it is difficult, yet i made it possible. consequences are so disgusting. am mentally agitated.
My work is so complicated, involved with risk. yet i make it simple n possible. but somewer in the corners of my brain n heart it pains me badly,,,there is pressure from inside n out.
i wanna
learn kick boxing/ dance/ swimming...to exhaust my energy...
to lie down on the floor like a dead body for a long time....to be off from the world,
to run run run.....tun away from all those who n what are following me and sucking my energy n spirit off...
to bang and break things and show my heights of frustration n anger...
i wanna do all the above ________ things because wen i'm simple n wen i'm being myself, ppl misunderstand me n piss me off. i just hate it and hate them and hate myself.
i wanna see my future in some magic tv/ sth n know my life is gonna b always like dis or wot, n to c if some ppl change or not, to see wot is going to happen.
am i losing patience? or i've just lost some energy/ my spirit completely vanished? wot the F is happening?
is life really a
