change is good it seems. yeah there are so many changes in my close friends, i'm observing and happy for them.
1) my friend T has gone to Arunachal Pradesh for job, in the month of August. In the month of Jan he's gone to Delhi for job. it was a big thing for him n his family. they never lived so far from each other. he went there hoping that another friend V is also there, so he'll b able to help him in coping up and slowly he'll adjust to the new home n work environment. in just a month he came back home. he couldnt adjust. work place, work load, home, food and climate everything was so very horrible and it's really good that he came back. he has lost a lot of weight.Now c, the climate, food, ppl, language, culture wot not everything abt life is different and new for him over der in arunachal pradesh. But he has learnt to adjust. we dont know wot difficulties he's facing, he's still surviving. He's FIT. he has changed alot. it's good.
i only wish god bless him and gets transfred to a better place soon, so that he's lil relieved n live in peace.
2) another friend V was very famous and well known in my gang, for his time sense. He used to b late atleast by 3hrs for every meeting/ work. he has tested all our patience. we used to tell him that he should have time sense and all that. never he took it seriously and used to dust off. He's also gone to Delhi in the month of Dec (2009). Now he's in blr. we meet on weekends. and to my surprise, he's become so punctual and his timing my god. that's very very big change in him. he's also learnt few things, which i dont want to mention here,,, are all making me so happy. happy is the child (i)n me. the change in him is so good. hope he maintains it.
3) Sugee, my sweet heart, my only gf...i dont know how she's surviving without me at hyd. i felt so sick of me, wen i left my sis swats and sugee in hyd and went to blr. i was literally crying from inside to leave them n go. sugee n i are very close and share alot (not evrything). we used to keep things in mind n used to talk n share a lot wen we meet, sometimes we used to sleep at around 4 or 5am. sometimes i used to fall asleep and sometimes she, while talking, n we'd to wake up by 7am or so to get bak to work. it was tough yet so sweet. i miss it terribly. life was in proper form wen we have such frns and instances. It's been ages, we haven't seen ach other. although v r in touch with each other, i know that she's unable to share few critical things with me, i can sense it. yet she's managing, without telling me. my baby she is. i only wish i get time to spend one full day with her wen i go to hyd, later in this week.
4) another big change in sans (me) is that i've become lil more matured, learning to balance situations, myself n my emotions. its a big thing for me. i dont know whether am dusting off certain disappointing things/ppl/ wot, but am neither locking myself in the washroom nor am i crying. last month der was sth really very bad hapend n so icried badly. i cudnt control, on top more n more frustrating things were over loading, i was unable to express, hence i cried. i only pray god that i dnt get such days anymore. self appraisal is bad, but it is a certainly reinforcer at times. i must say that der is no other gal like me n shdnt be. shdnt be..coz it is very very difficult to bear the pain. nobody else shd get it. of late i've learnt a lot of mangement skills and i dint know dat i can do such things. i feel good. i like it. i only hope that i develop more n more.
TO SEE BEAUTY IN THINGS IS A GIFT, HOPE V ALL GET IT SOON.
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