tell the remedy and help the needy!!

as i mentioned in one of my previous posts that 'a thing of beauty is a joy forever'... i see there are real admirers of beauty. i wonder how ppl admire beauty in every thing...living/ non living..kudos to 'em. on the other hand there are ppl who dont see beauty at all. they see only faults n mistakes in all things and ppl. they know only to criticize. i dont understand  y ppl criticize so much. i just wonder if at all they know there is something called 'appreciation'. if they donot  know / like to appreciate they have no rights to criticize! yeah?

i hate all those ppl who can't see goodness at all in any person....weras they can see any small mistake/ fault. this attitude or style of life i truly hate. huh....

ppl who admire..inspire me..but now wen i see ppl who criticize / who r just born to criticize...i'm afraid if they inspire me too...????

gaawd these crazy ppl really spoil me, my day n night. such ppl wen asked y d heck they bhave so.....wont b able to digest. these ppl seem to b having high levels of poisonous subs deposited all over their bodies..which is called 'super ego'. and some have 'complex' problems.

i really donot know how deal these ppl. i feel... it is far easy to deal my students..who are intellectually disabled. they dont have cognitive skills and have severe language and communication problems. yet i find it much easier to deal with such children.becoz  they 'try' (i have lots of respect n faith in this word 'try', it really works, have u ever tried?:)) to understand what we are trying to explain them.

i feel shame to see and call myself as an normal individual, wen these ppl with 'super ego' also fall under the normal category. it is really sad.

according to me these ppl aren't normal, not my children.(now my students appear absolutely normal and easy). these ppl shd have spl doctors and trainers to deal with their ego and complex problems. the biggest  problem is they dont suggestions becoz they are always on top of the world, they feel king size n hence they can only give but not take suggestions.

who can help them? i strongly feel that they need to be helped? but who can help them? if they are not corrected, becoz of 'em ppl around them get upset n badly effected. their attitudes are so. yeah, attitude is a lil thing dat makes a big difference! (i dint say, winston churchill said). what say?

these ppl need to b given serious and immediate concern..just like global warming. both r slow but dangerously happening!

the only thing is that they have to understand that 'their behavior, attitude and ego hurts!'

there is no point is discussing much abt a problem. there shd be a remedy for this.

what can b the remedy? Tit-for-taT??

i admit i dont have guts to face such nuts. n i dont feel sorry to call them nuts..becoz der's nothing wrong in calling ppl by their real names....\m/

suggest some remedies dear readers....

cya...n stay away from such poisons...n stay healthy.

sans

there's a boy in my mind.....

There's a boy in my mind and he knows
I am thinking of him
all my way through the day and the night
stars shine above me

he's been gone for sum time
but I know I truly love him
and I am singing a song
hoping he'll be back when he hears it

my heart goes shalalala shalala in the morning
shalalala shalala in the sunshine
shalalala shalala in the evening
shalalala shalala just for you!


if your lucks gone away just like mine
you feel like crying
sing along maybe once
maybe twice lets try it together

sum sweet day no one knows you'll return and you'll be happy
shouting sweet in a song
listen to your heart it is singing

my heart goes shalalala shalala in the morning
shalalala shalala in the sunshine
shalalala shalala in the evening
shalalala shalala just for you!

connectivity....

 It's been around 20 days we (sans and swats) have shifted to a new apartments. we live in third floor and have a gud n huge balcony though it's not as beautiful as the one v used to have at vizag.. near the sea shore. but this one is quite good. 

The other day it slightly rained here at hyd. I stood in the balcony wen it was cloudy outside. it was cool n breezy. i loved the way the cool breeze touched me gently n made me feel cheerful n smile. till then i dint notice a thing of beauty...

i felt lucky to have eyes..to have them in working condition, i felt lucky to have a heart... a working heart, to have a brain,,, ya! a working 1(though lil slow comparatively in few aspects :P). 

i've den seen a connection. a connection that has wondered me to the core. i was just stuck. a spellbound-beautiful event which has touched me softly n mesmerized me.

the connections was between the two elements, one is finite and the other infinite. that's love and lovely too.

i saw the connection in the form of 'rain'. the connection between the finite earth and the infinite sky. the event was picturesque and lovely too. it's an event of love. it wasnt raining in my area den. it rained somewer 4km away from my apartments. thanks to my sis for taking a flat in the 3rd floor, else i'd have definitely missed this mind-blowing scene. i took a beautiful picture with my eyes. it's permanent pic n cant be lost or stolen. i can see n enjoy weneva n wereva i want. \m/

well i wanna talk abt the connections... not the internet/telephone.. but the connections of our lives.

this event has opened my 3rd eye/ inner eye. the connection is not just in the form of rain but in the form of space n air as well. the connection is there not just in between the sky n earth but there between the other elements as well. 

wen there exists a connection between non-living things that supports life... there shd be much more beautiful connections between the living beings that gets support from living n nonliving beings.

these connections can be between any1..mother, father, brother, sister, mainly friends and the special friends.

the connections shd be beautiful and bring about a realization to others. they shd stand as an inspiration, role model.

i dunno y, is it because i saw the rain, found it beautiful, and hence, wanting the connections between ppl to be so or wot...but am really feeling gud abt it.

i'm strongly n beautifully connected to my friends..esply the 'fantastic-5' (as we call our gang). 

the way we are connected inspires others. that's the beauty. it doesn't matter how well we are connected, all it matters is 'r v connected or not?'. staying connected with 'em makes me feel so joyful n enjoy every moment.

John!...you are right...'a thing of beauty is a joy forever!' u rock! 

Stay Connected... and enJOY the BEAUTY in everything we do n see (if possible).

\m/ om sans om \m/

Cya take care

waiting

am just waiting desperately for this weekend. am suffering and i wanna take a chill pil this saturday eveng.

but am getting the chill pills everyday unexpectedly and to my surprise. i'll tell u y n how....

in the mornings, in the bathrooms, while taking bath and on the roads while driving at 60kmph to the college...my wet eyes make me feel miss the rains. i've neva eva had this nervousness..'great tension' before going to exam hall. neva was so exhausted and worried. may be 'coz i was not into study things and i dint know the value of education n exams, earlier. of late.. things are changing n eventually even i'm. my practical exams have already started. i was thinking that i was highly overconfident abt my work and the attitude i possessed was wrong. but in the last two days things have happened to surprise me, to make me feel hopeful and to cheer me up. the external examiners are pretty impressed with my work and my attitude towards my field of work. that's made me correct my self that am not overconfident. my confidence is right and am going in a correct path. it's making me feel glad that genuineness pays. god sees the truth but waits. we reap what we sow. all these kinda things sound so true n real. 

in this connection i'd like to thank my lovely sis Swats (click to read her), my sweety mum, and most wonderful friend 3nath. they've helped me a lot in finishing my record work and in making materials for the final practical exams. i love 'em so much. I'm feeling that am fully into debts :P. i cant pay bak swats n 3nath in material or words to thank 'em for the timely support they've extended n still.

at the same time am feeling sad that once if my practicals r done, i'll not b teaching kids till the time i get a new job/ join a new course. i'll definitely find it impossible n difficult. n also know that i've to patient.

am waiting for the June n for this saturday  to come in a minute. i know ..am too much.

chalo guys..am signing off n c ya al soon.

let's all take care of ourselves....

bubye

sans's ...believe it or not!

Believe it or not..... *

*am really surprised...it's been a week...i mean a week passed so quickly...

*to tell u..i had F***ing week and a sucking weekend. yesterday since early morning 10:00am i was writing records. and i was writing till 2:00am  of next day..i.e, today in the midnight. i dint realize that it was 2am until my sis told me. the weekdays were so pathetic that i experienced all tensions and crisis. however, i reached all the targets and succeeded. 

*i'm greatly thankful to my frn 3nath darling who helped and tried to help me a lot. he's a sweetie pie. he's taken care of me and my laptop. 

*in my last post i 4got to mention that 1 of my best frns vamsi bought a car. it's an achievement for him, his family and to al of us. it's a real proud feeling. at this age he's bought a ford car. i know how hard he's working...and he's being paid (euphemism) for his efforts.

*am stopping to write this post abruptly to continue to write record n to brk the records.

Hav a nice time frns...

cya.

sans

quick updates

Following are the recent happenings wrt to sans.

1. Sans is looking fwd to see May 1st week asap. 'coz sans's gonna finish her education and can come out of the shitty place and ppl around der.

2. Sans is busy writing records, completing assignments and is getting ready for the final exams.

3. Sans is out of the hell (hostel) and is having rice n roti (instead of the messy mess food=grass@hostel) with sis swats.

4. Sans (u can call me an ignorant soul) is seriously searching for him every moment and everywer. sans was told that he's omnipresent but is unable to find him and missing his presence v badly. he's admired and followed by sans. He's the God. God-Almighty.

5. Sans has taken a critical decision about higher education. sans is not gonna go to college anymore, no more exams, no record writing, no lecturers, no peer pressures, no tensions, no ******* ppl. If at all sans wanna higher studies, she'll opt to do it in a distance mode.

6. Sans has started hunting for a job as a special educator &/ or as a remedial teacher.

7. Sans has lost lots of weight. now her ht : wt = 5'10" : 45kg. yeah malnourished. lols :P

8. Sans is slowly becoming beauty conscious these days. paying attention to skin, hair, eyes etc. (feeling lil strange).

9. Sans watched 'teen patti' and got badly affected 'dimaag ki batti'. looking fwd to c MNIK if time permits, sometime in the next week.

10. Sans is finding it difficult yet making it possible to hold her temper, keep herself balanced emotionally and mentally.

11. Sans got her bajaj spirit (i call it GK) repaired. after so many years it's now got brakes and a silencer. so having a safe & peaceful drive. but sans lost those thrilling and adventurous drives( on a bike without brakes & horn)on flyovers while competing with guys riding bikes like cbz, pulsar, karizma etc. buhuhu...

12. Sans wants to become happy princess again. u know wot...??sans blog was initially named 'the happy princess'..but slowly wen she was losing her smile n happiness, her blog name was also changed to the 'MRI report of a child's mind' n then to the present one....'the child (i)n me'. god knows wot it's gonna b in future.

13. Sans is fighting silently. gud luck sans.

14. Sans had a leisure Sunday today.

15. Sans is winding up now, to continue record writing. :P

C ya again......
bye n take care.
enjoi madi. \m/

Life's beautiful...