waiting

am just waiting desperately for this weekend. am suffering and i wanna take a chill pil this saturday eveng.

but am getting the chill pills everyday unexpectedly and to my surprise. i'll tell u y n how....

in the mornings, in the bathrooms, while taking bath and on the roads while driving at 60kmph to the college...my wet eyes make me feel miss the rains. i've neva eva had this nervousness..'great tension' before going to exam hall. neva was so exhausted and worried. may be 'coz i was not into study things and i dint know the value of education n exams, earlier. of late.. things are changing n eventually even i'm. my practical exams have already started. i was thinking that i was highly overconfident abt my work and the attitude i possessed was wrong. but in the last two days things have happened to surprise me, to make me feel hopeful and to cheer me up. the external examiners are pretty impressed with my work and my attitude towards my field of work. that's made me correct my self that am not overconfident. my confidence is right and am going in a correct path. it's making me feel glad that genuineness pays. god sees the truth but waits. we reap what we sow. all these kinda things sound so true n real. 

in this connection i'd like to thank my lovely sis Swats (click to read her), my sweety mum, and most wonderful friend 3nath. they've helped me a lot in finishing my record work and in making materials for the final practical exams. i love 'em so much. I'm feeling that am fully into debts :P. i cant pay bak swats n 3nath in material or words to thank 'em for the timely support they've extended n still.

at the same time am feeling sad that once if my practicals r done, i'll not b teaching kids till the time i get a new job/ join a new course. i'll definitely find it impossible n difficult. n also know that i've to patient.

am waiting for the June n for this saturday  to come in a minute. i know ..am too much.

chalo guys..am signing off n c ya al soon.

let's all take care of ourselves....

bubye