F.R.I.E.N.D.

Last 2 weeks have brought a dramatic and drastic change in my life which was inevitable....just to make me realize the most popular and evergreen saying on FRIENDSHIP.....
1) 'a friened IN NEED is a FRIEND INDEED'.
     it's been practically proven and felt that need very very badly.
     i failed in my life badly to have correct friend! so bitchy! what fate.


Another late eye-opener is....... 'believe in what YOU DO'...
i lately learnt that i shd believe in my students and their parents. becoz i do them...i make them happy. i make them humans....and in return they made me realize that even am a human and not a material. eye openers.
i wanna add to this point sth very imp n precious and sth which is worth sharing.
in few of my earlier posts i mentioned that my students say and take me more as a friend than their teacher. i realized that 'they meant it'. when i was terribly sick and struggling to get well, the parents of my students stood by me, they dint tell me to eat well instead they made me eat well. they dint say take care instead they have taken care of me. till date ie., even after complete recovery they still ensure that am eating in time. what love and effection. when i was in hospital...i told a parent that she was taking care of me like my friend...she told me that for her i'm not like her friend but i'm her friend already. whoa. what practicality. that was the medicine that has cured me. i was craving for a pill of love and tonic of affection. the lonliness disease made me weak and it vanished after realization.
the ones who said they are my frns dint turn up, and the ones who turned up are FRIENDS as if designed n sent by god. they touched my heart.
i have believe in woteva i do till date and even henceforth...both professionally and personally. i did everything with clear consciousness. but the thing is, few results/ consequences were unexpected. they came like weeds in  my beautiful farm of flowers. damn it.