everynight in my dreams i used c u , i used to feel u,n dat's how i used to know u,,,,,(gone now).... :P
lols....my dreamboy vanished...now he's no more in my dreams. try to make a weird guess about the replacement of my dreamboy. muhahhahaaha!!!!! to mine and every1s surprise...dese days very frequently n regularly i'm seeing yellow colored heavy machinery, bulldozers, road rollers, etc...try to chase me n kill me. luckily i escaped n survived till now in my dreams. :P ;). so lately i've developed some kinda phobia over this stupidest color 'yellow'.
the beauty here is..my new special student knows n loves only dis dirty n scary yellow color. woteva he has n wants to have is just 'yellow'...aaaah... yellow yellow dirty fellow.
the positive side of my student- liking this color is...he made me realize that i cant escape from anything..not even a simple color.
colors are something abstract. they dont have any form n are dependents. this yellow color wen i see it on heavy machinery/ bull dozers/etc...it scares me my a** off, even in reality now-a-days. on the other side, i feel so cheerful and kool to show my student small yellow flowers, butterflies in the lawns and gardens of our school. he feels so gud. he knows only yellow color. so u ask him wot is the color of sky/tree/blood/ tshirt/ milk etc...the only obvious answer from him is 'yellow'.
even though i get goosebumps allover to touch a yellow crayon/ sketchpen/pencil now i'm planning to buy yellow stuff slowly to overcome this unusual fear in me for this yellow color from which i can neva practically escape.
another change in me is ...now am not interested in knowing wot my dreams meant. coz my dreams are leaving me only with traumatized body, mind and spirit...i used to get scared that my dreams (most of them) used to come true(dreams are good and bad as well). so i thought i shouldn't give any damn thought to my dreams that i see wen am asleep. (clarity :P). u know wot at times i used to remember 'the final destination' movie wenava i see dreams.
now i think i shd take an oath that i shd stop thinking abt wot my dreams meant and start thinking why v dream, so that i can control my dreams if possible.
that's al for now, more next.
it's time for me to get to bed. good night and sweet dreams. :P ;)
cya.
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you know... i dont remember even a single dream when i wake up, although i feel that i must have dreamed a dozen. ok! lemme be honest, i remember 1 or 2 dreams out of 100 or more. i dont know if it is weird or a gift. btw, i cannot even recall how old was my last dream nor remember what was my last dream.
however, i believe that giving a damn to the dreams is the right way you chose to start your day.
i wish i cud comment this in yellow font. :-D
wish we have an option o remembering all sweet cute n gud dreams n dont even remeber the bad dreams. lols.
hehheeee u dont have an option to comment in yellow font...am lucky...huh..lil relief..
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