easy....easy....

i watched this movie..PS: i love you twice recently. i liked two dialogues very much and a dialogue made me go hate it. and that dialogue is said by the heroin t her friend (bartender) that 'women donot know what exactly they want'. this is absolute crap. I know what exactly i want. may be i dont know what i deserve and what i'm gonna get, but yeah..i know what exactly i want. getting what i want is a different issue. passing a statement is so easy? generalization of something/ some1 is so easy??

very recently i understood and experienced dat, it is also so easy to misunderstand someone without even understanding some simple facts even after knowing each other for a longtime. bull crap.

y do ppl find it so difficult to understand others..atleast their near n dear ones? is it becoz dey dont try to or they dont want to? woteva...i hate to b misunderstood by any1. i just hate it. i try to b very very clear n transparent to many n yet if dose ppl mistake me n misunderstand me.then i dont understand if i was wrong in my expression or if it's d fault of the opposite person's reception. so very disgusting. i wonder if this happens to me alone or wot?

ppl who cheer me are very few n if they without deir knowledge n mere carelessness slip deir tongue without a thought,,,,,it hurts my self esteem.

the child (i)n me....the gal (i)n me are badly badly hurt now.
god save me n my ppl. give us a sigh.

my prayers to u god......
dear god...
please give me a chance to get addicted,
addicted to my work n fully dedicated.
let the child (i)n me be safe and happy,
also let the gal (i)n me be safe and happy.
let not anything to reach our hearts n brains,
for we cant bare any more hardships or pains.
we need inner peace, and that eternal peace,
give us another chance 2 say cheese n cheers.
let not the smiles fade away,
disappoint us in no way.
let things be easy...
let me be easy easy....
amen!
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