yesterday evening i was dying of severe migraine, temper tantrums, depressions and many more unwanted and irritating emotions. thanks a lot to my lovely sis swats who tried her best to keep me engaged in some or the other small works at home. my friend trin.. came home to cheer me n my sis planned for a movie. but i dint go the movie as i wanted to keep myself away from sounds n lights. i was feeling much better n my sis noticed that n went away with trin....and am home alone then.
i was alright for sometime. then suddenly so many images came in to my mind. the way i used to freak out with my friends, long drives, gossips etc.
i was thinking of ammu my best friend whom i met during my graduation. she's married n left for delhi. i was thinking of ro, sah.., whom i met during my post graduation n those sweet lovely times spent together. these 2 gals are married n r now living in US. i was thinking of FB my colleague at parkwood school..we're grt friends n had grt time in really very short period. now FB is also married. & now Vamsi my best friend n my happiness has left for delhi(still unmarried.. :P). with whomever am becoming close n finding myself really comfortable, safe n happy..they're leaving me n going. i was feeling extremely low n miserable. highly depressed. at this time i dint even think of god.
no1 is at home. i was losing control over myself n becoming week n felt vertigo. i thought i shd go online so that i can chat with frns n keep myself active n away from depressions. i was feeling damn week, unable to type my username n password also, but somehow, i managed to. i found none of my best &/or good friends online n hence, rested my head on the pillow to stare at the roof. suddenly i heard the ping sound. i turned my head to the lappy n saw it was sahi.., amazing. i dint tell her abt my condition. she wanted to have a voice chat with me, but unfortunately the lappy's speakers went out of condition. i felt bad. wth. another ping...i was really surprised n felt so happy to see 'ro'. waah! 2 of my best friends are online (that too wen i needed them badly). i told ro to wait for a moment so that i can go, look for my headfones. i had no energy yrt tried my best to get up n go the corner of my room n to find the headfones completely entangled...the sight of which made me feel more weaker. i then heard my mobile ringing, i left the headfones, went to my mobile. i went to it to wear a grt smile. wow! it's 'ro' calling me from USA. it was a couple of months i dint speak to her n was dying to talk to her. i answered the call with lots of happiness. the sight of her name on my mobile has given me lil energy, after listening to her voice i felt much better. thanks to 'ro' n for brilliant ideas. she's put me n sah.. on tele-conference. i felt wot has happened to my fate.. all of a sudden. i spoke to my best pals all at a time,n for hours 2gether. i could see them on webcam also. thanks to the technology thanks to ro. after speaking to them i felt quite normal.
thanks to swats, trin, ro and sah who worked as medicines n made me feel better. i love u all. n vamsi i'm still missing u miserably.
also i thank 'god' u dint wait for a long time r else...i'm afraid even to imagine wot wud have happened to me, if u'd taken more time. u r smart but slow. :P
i was alright for sometime. then suddenly so many images came in to my mind. the way i used to freak out with my friends, long drives, gossips etc.
i was thinking of ammu my best friend whom i met during my graduation. she's married n left for delhi. i was thinking of ro, sah.., whom i met during my post graduation n those sweet lovely times spent together. these 2 gals are married n r now living in US. i was thinking of FB my colleague at parkwood school..we're grt friends n had grt time in really very short period. now FB is also married. & now Vamsi my best friend n my happiness has left for delhi(still unmarried.. :P). with whomever am becoming close n finding myself really comfortable, safe n happy..they're leaving me n going. i was feeling extremely low n miserable. highly depressed. at this time i dint even think of god.
no1 is at home. i was losing control over myself n becoming week n felt vertigo. i thought i shd go online so that i can chat with frns n keep myself active n away from depressions. i was feeling damn week, unable to type my username n password also, but somehow, i managed to. i found none of my best &/or good friends online n hence, rested my head on the pillow to stare at the roof. suddenly i heard the ping sound. i turned my head to the lappy n saw it was sahi.., amazing. i dint tell her abt my condition. she wanted to have a voice chat with me, but unfortunately the lappy's speakers went out of condition. i felt bad. wth. another ping...i was really surprised n felt so happy to see 'ro'. waah! 2 of my best friends are online (that too wen i needed them badly). i told ro to wait for a moment so that i can go, look for my headfones. i had no energy yrt tried my best to get up n go the corner of my room n to find the headfones completely entangled...the sight of which made me feel more weaker. i then heard my mobile ringing, i left the headfones, went to my mobile. i went to it to wear a grt smile. wow! it's 'ro' calling me from USA. it was a couple of months i dint speak to her n was dying to talk to her. i answered the call with lots of happiness. the sight of her name on my mobile has given me lil energy, after listening to her voice i felt much better. thanks to 'ro' n for brilliant ideas. she's put me n sah.. on tele-conference. i felt wot has happened to my fate.. all of a sudden. i spoke to my best pals all at a time,n for hours 2gether. i could see them on webcam also. thanks to the technology thanks to ro. after speaking to them i felt quite normal.
thanks to swats, trin, ro and sah who worked as medicines n made me feel better. i love u all. n vamsi i'm still missing u miserably.also i thank 'god' u dint wait for a long time r else...i'm afraid even to imagine wot wud have happened to me, if u'd taken more time. u r smart but slow. :P
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