Desperation to Perception Via Inspiration

How desperate I was to take a test online to know if I'm dyslexic..! Clicking the answers was becoming a great task as I could already sense the result. I felt as if I was weighing tonnes over my head. Though I don't show any reversals in numbers and alphabets, omissions or substitutions etc, yet spellings have always been a great task for me. I still use Microsoft word for spellings. I lack confidence while writing. Language is always a problem. I'm losing confidence. Gaining knowledge about something is becoming sin. Something's telling me that I'm dyslexic since the time when I attended the workshop on Dyslexia. After I finished answering all the questions I couldn't click on 'proceed for result" for this online test am talking about. Extremely tensed. I know it's too late, time can't be brought back, nothing can be done and I've been overcoming difficulties in studies since childhood, yet I wanna know the result even if am already 23. Finally I took a deep breathe and dared to click enter. The page took few years (seconds) to open and I felt not just my students, even the network is trying to test my patience. My eyes larger, mouth open, hand on the heart; set aback I was to see that I'm moderately dyslexic. Tremors all around, I felt as if I was in vertigo city..reeling sensation. I was falling into the infinite space, losing stability and confidence, no grip, dry throat, helpless and becoming sapless. Oh gosh! Why me? I started cursing myself why should I know about it. Better late than never I now know my problem. But then I suffered depression that night and next day. Hell upon............!!! What am I gonna do now?? Work better. My students all aged between 8 and 16 inspired me. What they must be undergoing? When at such age they're learning to overcome, at this age I need to be bold and stand high to inspire them back. When I told my student that I’m also dyslexic, this lovely little big boy told me "hearty welcome to dyslexia association". Aaah..He made my life. I'm no alone. I'll work, I'll sweat, I'll achieve, I'll stand forever, even if I fall everytime.

A quotable quote...
A genius is 1% inspiration and 99% perspiration-Thomas Alwa Edison.

Following are the famous people who are dyslexics:
Muhammad Ali, Hans Christian Anderson, Harry Belafonte, Alexander Graham Bell, Orlando Bloom, Richard Branson, Erin Brockovich, George Burns, Jim Carrey, Cher, Agatha Christie, Winston Churchill, George Clooney, Tom Cruise, Leonardo da Vinci, Patrick Dempsey, Walt Disney, Thomas Edison, Albert Einstein, Henry Ford, Danny Glover, Whoopi Goldberg, Tommy Hilfiger, Anthony Hopkins, Bruce Jenner, Magic Johnson, John F. Kennedy, Keira Knightly, William Lear, Jay Leno, Greg Louganis, Jack Nicholson, George Patton, Picasso, Daniel Powter, Keanu Reeves, Nelson Rockefeller, Nolan Ryan, Charles Schwab, Will Smith, Jackie Stewart, Quentin Tarantino, Liv Tyler, Usher, George Washington, Robin Williams, Woodrow Wilson, Henry Winkler and Sans and her students. :)