I dont like to be told to do/ stop doing this or that. as a matter of fact most of us dont like...yeah??
wot iff some1 forces/ puts a pressure on us to do/ stop doing something??? I'll do it more if they ask me to stop doing it. because i hate to be told. I know why ppl ask me not to do. i'm empathetic. if ppl dont gimme time, i'll do it more.
i was told many a times to read books ....i hated to read for various reassons. but few ppl used to tell me more..ofcourse not pressurize, to read books. in neva touched a book then, coz i hated it. now no1 has told me, i got the intrest, i'm reading.
i'm being told not to have few bad habits. ppl know that i do it more if i'm asked not to, inspite of knowing it very clearly..ppl are telling me. wot does it mean...? hahahaha.....
recently i've stopped being empathetic with ppl who are not spl. earlier i was in a misconception that every1 is spl...n i used to b empethetic to ppl. now NO. my personal life is diff...it's rude n carries a lot of attitude. professionally i'm always empathetic...children are always spl.
Q n A
1Q) Wot are things that we can really stop ...???
A) train, fire, births(lols), etc...
2Q) wot are the things that we can't stop/ help stopping..???
A) love, care, floods, rain etc
3Q) wot are the things that attract???
A) magnet, some ppl, nice music, accidents etc
4Q) wot are the things that cause aversion?
A) too much, possessiveness, etc
5Q) wot is this?
A) stupidity, reality etc
6Q) ........???
A) ....... etc
A) train, fire, births(lols), etc...
2Q) wot are the things that we can't stop/ help stopping..???
A) love, care, floods, rain etc
3Q) wot are the things that attract???
A) magnet, some ppl, nice music, accidents etc
4Q) wot are the things that cause aversion?
A) too much, possessiveness, etc
5Q) wot is this?
A) stupidity, reality etc
6Q) ........???
A) ....... etc
wot christmas spls???
wot was yesterday's specialty? I was on roads from am to pm. i was hunting for a house and searched each and every lane in few areas at blr. while searching some ppl gave few weird n strange looks...that made me feel aweful. dey were looking at me and my baby bro shanky.who was driving the byk, in a way as if we're professional robbers or burglars. yikes.
it was so tiring yesterday. though i was upset that the search ended with no result n that it has to be continued again today, a thought of my frn '3nadh' kept me hopeful. he's coming 2moro nyt. am just dying to c, meet n talk to him. it's been almost 5 centuries we haven seen him.actually i thought he left me and went away...but no..it's me who left him at hyd came to blr leaving him over there....now he's coming here for holiday....now i'll not leave him. he's coming. am feeling like as if the legend is coming bak.yuhoooooooo
heyyyyyy yaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyy
we're going to ibiza............bak to the island. we're gonna hve a party...in the Mediterranean sea.~~~~~~~
'2 lil dicky birds sat on a wall
1 named peter other named paul.
fly away peter fly away paul
come back peter come back paul' ....
it was so tiring yesterday. though i was upset that the search ended with no result n that it has to be continued again today, a thought of my frn '3nadh' kept me hopeful. he's coming 2moro nyt. am just dying to c, meet n talk to him. it's been almost 5 centuries we haven seen him.actually i thought he left me and went away...but no..it's me who left him at hyd came to blr leaving him over there....now he's coming here for holiday....now i'll not leave him. he's coming. am feeling like as if the legend is coming bak.yuhoooooooo
heyyyyyy yaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyy
we're going to ibiza............bak to the island. we're gonna hve a party...in the Mediterranean sea.~~~~~~~
'2 lil dicky birds sat on a wall
1 named peter other named paul.
fly away peter fly away paul
come back peter come back paul' ....
ten tena ten ten ten tara
1) few freaks 'like' woteva v write for the status msg on fb...i wonder if they read between the lines or atleast the lines. sometimes i doubt if they hate me/ my enemies or wot for liking some sorrowful/msgs of distress. huh.
2) talk less think more-old. .....latest: talk less think less
3) talk wen u walk they say. i say walk wen u dont talk. it's healthy.
4) change is gud 'but not always'. i've changed, it's good. my blog name changed again, it's bad.
5) planning to have timings / schedule to answer calls from frns/ family/ parents/ students.....it's discipline.
6) vexed to hear from interviewers that i'm an excellent person....planning to make a PS in my resume stating to not to use such stereotyped statements.
7) simple to complex is 'the way'.
8) just like education, having a F.R.I.E.N.D is also more like a privilege than a fundamental right.
9) life is all about breathing in and breathing out....all that matters is wot we breathe
10) toot ta tara...shooting stars....even tara will break/ become ashes. nothing is permanent. even the abstract relations/ concepts like patience, anger, grudge, love or even friendship.
2) talk less think more-old. .....latest: talk less think less
3) talk wen u walk they say. i say walk wen u dont talk. it's healthy.
4) change is gud 'but not always'. i've changed, it's good. my blog name changed again, it's bad.
5) planning to have timings / schedule to answer calls from frns/ family/ parents/ students.....it's discipline.
6) vexed to hear from interviewers that i'm an excellent person....planning to make a PS in my resume stating to not to use such stereotyped statements.
7) simple to complex is 'the way'.
8) just like education, having a F.R.I.E.N.D is also more like a privilege than a fundamental right.
9) life is all about breathing in and breathing out....all that matters is wot we breathe
10) toot ta tara...shooting stars....even tara will break/ become ashes. nothing is permanent. even the abstract relations/ concepts like patience, anger, grudge, love or even friendship.
~~Rest In Peace~~ the Child In Me
Rest in peace the child in me.......who's been brutally killed by certain young psychic souls. It was actually a mental rape i should say. such bad ppl n such bad circumstances the child had to face, that it brought death.... rest in peace the child in me.
i can never forget u, the child in me,
rest in peace dear child in me.
very good friends we have been,
variety of times, together we've seen.
i witnessed u suffering,
u died badly stammering.
the loud sounds of fear,
i could always badly hear.
with the swords u've been killed
all those words, in my mind are completely filled.
'coz my skin isn't a crape,
u are prone to mental rape.
i tried to protect you everytime,
i cried to lose you last time.
from the heavens u watch me,
rest in peace dear child in me.
i can never forget u, the child in me, rest in peace dear child in me.
very good friends we have been,
variety of times, together we've seen.
i witnessed u suffering,
u died badly stammering.
the loud sounds of fear,
i could always badly hear.
with the swords u've been killed
all those words, in my mind are completely filled.
'coz my skin isn't a crape,
u are prone to mental rape.
i tried to protect you everytime,
i cried to lose you last time.
from the heavens u watch me,
rest in peace dear child in me.
I've given yo too much
Go ahead, just leave, can't hold you, you're free You take all these things if they mean so much to you I gave you your dreams cause you meant the world So did I deserve to be left here hurt You think I don't know, you're out of control I ended up finding all of this from my boys Girl, you're stone cold, you say it ain't so You already know I'm not attached to material Chorus: I'd give it all up, but I'm takin' back my love I've given you too much, but I'm takin' back my love Ciara: Yeah, what did I do to get lost with you I'm just confused as I stand here and look at you You promised to be, all that's not me Go 'head, keep the keys, that's not what I need from you You think that you know (I do), you've made yourself cold (Oh yeah) How could you believe them over me, I'm your girl You're out of control (So what?!), how could you let go (Oh yeah) Don't you know I'm not attached to material
I'd give it all up, but I'm takin' back my love I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love, my love... Enrique: So all this love I give you, take it away (Uhh, uh huh) Ciara: You think material's the reason I came (Uhh, uh huh) Enrique: If I had nothing would you want me to stay (Uhh, uh huh) Ciara: You keep your money, take it all away I'd give it all up, but I'm takin' back my love I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love...
~~Enriue
125: not out
ha! this is my 125th post...not out.
there are two reasons that made glad today....
1) my friend varoooon called me up from US after a really really very long time.
2) i went to park. i walked n sat there under the shades of very big trees. it was really kool n calm.
these two events were very important for me to get back my mental peace...inner peace.
Varooon is my class10 mate. he talks very little n very intelligent n cheerful guy. he's gone to US for MS n now working there. i'm friends with his family also. i spoke to him over the fone for over 20 mins and we both felt very very happy.
there are two new habits am consciously and with intrest am inculcating.
1) walking a lot
2) reading books.
the new book i bought yesterday is really very interesting. it's catching my attention (for me to divert my mind from the unpleasant things happened in my recent past is v imp). it's inspiring too.
there are two old habits i'm consciously trying to leave
1) talking alot
2) not keeping secrets with best friends
so now i'm trying to keep secrets and quiet.
there are two reasons that made glad today....
1) my friend varoooon called me up from US after a really really very long time.
2) i went to park. i walked n sat there under the shades of very big trees. it was really kool n calm.
these two events were very important for me to get back my mental peace...inner peace.
Varooon is my class10 mate. he talks very little n very intelligent n cheerful guy. he's gone to US for MS n now working there. i'm friends with his family also. i spoke to him over the fone for over 20 mins and we both felt very very happy.
there are two new habits am consciously and with intrest am inculcating.
1) walking a lot
2) reading books.
the new book i bought yesterday is really very interesting. it's catching my attention (for me to divert my mind from the unpleasant things happened in my recent past is v imp). it's inspiring too.
there are two old habits i'm consciously trying to leave
1) talking alot
2) not keeping secrets with best friends
so now i'm trying to keep secrets and quiet.
