tagged again

tagged after a long time..this time courtesy chitz..:)..so here goes 3x7 things about myself....

3 places i would pack my travel bag for 

1. to my brothers house to spend the weekend...

2. running away from any bugging place n ppl 

3. trip to any place with friends

3 On-Screen characters i love to watch

1.Gerald Butler in P.S I love you (have a longtime crush...:P)
2. Tom from tom and Jerry
3.Jerry from Tom and Jerry

3 moods that describes me the best

1.depressed
2. cheerful
3. happy

3 things i always think of doing on a weekend... but never did.. :)

1. rest
2. do the work for n of the coming week (too much? i know..)
3. wake up late in the morning/ afternoon

3 things from my childhood that i cant forget

1. continuously crying....for no reason
2. me n my sis wearing same kinda clothes..to the school (uniform) n at home (just like uniform)...
3. ishhh gup chup...:P

3 things i wud never say no to

1. sweets

2. work

3. sleep

3 things i cant live without

1. sleep
2. cellfone for music n lappy for internet
3. kids/ children/ students

3 ppl am tagging are... my favorite bloggers..indra, ab and swats...

n the rules are ...

- Tag as many u want!

- Link their pages in your tag post

- Post a message / leave a comment screaming that they r tagged

- Mention the person who tagged you in your tag post, and link their blog.

- Write 3 X 7 things about yourself ..

celebrations of happiness

It's my love...lord krishna's bday, today...Yeppieeeeeeee
He's my super power, strength, energy, spirit, source of happiness and a ray of hope.
I know very very litle about his life, but i'm completely in love and devotion with lord Krishna!
He's a Hero!
Am so happy to celebrate Krishna!
His name, pic, thought, anything related to him gives me immense pleasure and happiness.
I'm celebrating this happiness today all alone in my room, enjoying and sharing it with just myself. it means 100%.
I may sound crazy....but i love being crazy this way...

gimme (not) please

gimme freedom

gimme wisdom

gimme knowledge

gimme health

gimme more patience

gimme perseverance

gimme time

gimme love

gimme care

gimme a shoulder

gimme scope

gimme hope

gimme courage

gimme spirit

gimme energy

gimme strength

gimme friends

gimme family

gimme fulfillment

gimme satisfaction

gimme a touch

gimme a sigh

gimme attention

gimme not pressure

gimme not stress

gimme not toture

gimme not humiliation

gimme not weakness

gimme not dissatisfaction

gimme not anger 

gimme not jealous

gimme not tiredness

gimme not scare

gimme not fear

gimme not temper

gimme not hatred

gimme not aversion

gimme not hurry

gimme not worry

gimme not much

gimme not tension

yours truly n forever

the child (i)n me (/everyone)

bond.....rakhi bond

Dedicated to Phani anna.....

happy bday akkeeeeeeeeee

may be i dint know her from the day 1 she's born...but she knows me from the moment i was born.

she is altime young n ever dynamic.
She's motivated me and made me.
she brought me up and educated me.
she has grown me up and developed me.
she's my baby sis....swats.
it's her b'day today...and am missing her very very badly.
hoping that she's having a grt bday blast and wishing loads of fun and joy.
Dearest akkeeeeeee happy bday....
love u loads
hugs n kissess
chellleeeee

simply complicated

to be simple is so complicated n difficult n to b complicated is so very simple.

i've realized this long back n experienced it lately.

u know wot happened.....
I was holding my anger n frustration for a longtime, kept my cool n tried hard to be simple...it was very complicated.
I lost my temper in just a second...i made things very complicated so easily. it was very simple.
I want to have peaceful relations n conversations, it is simple theoretically, practically it is very very complicated, yet I made t possible. consequences are peaceful. am mentally happy.
At times, I try to be very harsh n strict, it is very complicated, practically it is difficult, yet i made it possible. consequences are so disgusting. am mentally agitated.

My work is so complicated, involved with risk. yet i make it simple n possible. but somewer in the corners of my brain n heart it pains me badly,,,there is pressure from inside n out.

I feel like screaming my life out....

i wanna
learn kick boxing/ dance/ swimming...to exhaust my energy...
to lie down on the floor like a dead body for a long time....to be off from the world,
to run run run.....tun away from all those who n what are following me and sucking my energy n spirit off...
to bang and break things and show my heights of frustration n anger...

i wanna do all the above ________ things because wen i'm simple n wen i'm being myself, ppl misunderstand me n piss me off. i just hate it and hate them and hate myself.

i wanna see my future in some magic tv/ sth n know my life is gonna b always like dis or wot, n to c if some ppl change or not, to see wot is going to happen.

am i losing patience? or i've just lost some energy/ my spirit completely vanished? wot the F is happening?

is life really a Bitch??

my prayers...