why me???

Why r u so cool n amuse me
Why r u so close n next to me
why r u everywer n following me
why r u so sweet yet hot to me
why do u play n dance with me
why do u spend time with me
why do u flirt n flatter me
why do u creep n kill me
why do u hug n cover me
why do u spread n poison me
why do u peep n shy me
why do u talk n sedate me
why do u smile n fly me
Why do you kiss n love me
why fight n strengthen me
why stare n shy me
why hang around n leave me
Why come n fascinate me
why so strangely but beautifully me
Why should i see this beautifully annoying damn dream n fool me
why doesn't my dream come true n cheer me???

what i want....?!?!?!?!?!?!

i know what i want.....

1) I want a time machine
2) I want him more and more from him (idealism)
3) I want some more energy (dont talk about food here...)
4) I want a remote control for changing few pessimist minds
5) I want the magic lantern and the genie
6) I want some peace

5 point some1

thinking of Chetan Bhagat?? ....pls dont..u know i dont read novels..oops! sorry small correction.. i dont read books...then no point in talking about chetan bhagats novels n his writings..lol

I'm just here to jot down those 5 points about which am very particular about every morning I wake up...

as soon as i wake up..I..
1. make my bed.

2. Brush my teeth.

3. use the washroom.

4. spend at least 15 minutes gazing at my wardrobe to decide what to wear for the college...most difficult task for any girl.

5. take bath and get lost as soon as possible from my hostel room...(there are several reasons for running away from my room, u can understand na if i say that i have no choice but to share it with some1 who is not of my types... :( .)


out of these 5 except for the 4th i take at max 15 minutes. u know what i'm particular about the 1st one and i also see ppl around me who do and who dont. it's matter of manners and few other things right???
u must be wondering when i must be packing my school bag and all that stuff. I do it before i go to sleep, i know, iknow that i dont get time in the morning and i may forget certain important stuff to dump in my bag if i plan it for the morning time. so i always make sure that i finish my work n pak my bag before going to sleep. I know very well about my morning forgetfullness. lols. do u??
and then rushhhhhhhh n wen i get to bed i'm seriously wondering "OH GAAAWD!! Why the heck are there only 24hrs/day????" yeh dil maange moooore!!seriously n desperately yaar!! so busy am dese days wanted a break so bunked my college for two beautiful lovely days. haah n here am t blog peacefully.
god heard my prayers n gave 3 more holidays. weekend 2 days + monday Ramzaan. bumper bonanza for me.
enjoi madi \m/

award winning thing......

am so excited..u know what..i got quite a good number and memorable prizes since my childhood but never an award. at last someone heard my prayers and recognized my work and awarded me..i mean my mind..yes my child's mind...my inner child's mind...u got it huh??? i'm exactly talking about my lovely..my blog (:P) . yes i received an award from my dearest friend Ro (u can click on this link to read n see more and enjoy as well) who's an extremely amazing blogger and reading her blog is more like knowing this wonderful young lady more and more and looking the life from a different angle.
Thanks ro!...i neva know that my blog has award winning thing...u made my day. love u lots.

Gyan Guru...

My morning started with a call from my lovely lil student of whom I was talking here .
it was happy teachers day instead of a hello. Awesome feeling... and I started off my day saying 'thank you, thank yo so much H....' and he added that i'm calling you first. and i believed it. there lies a lot of happiness in believe it... i now remember the dialogue from a fav movie of mine KUNG FU PANDA where master Oogway says Shifu that 'you have to believe'...(I'l talk about this later). :P

It's such a strange and proud feeling that I experienced last year.. getting calls from my students, family, friends and teachers.
I tried calling many of my teachers this year and could reach to only few of them.
There is something important i wanna say... after joining this BEd in special ed course, I have realized the role of a teacher and how many important roles are played by a teacher just like a mother and a special friend. Before joining the course I only knew the value of a teacher.
I used to hate the teacher profession and i used tell my friends and even write in the slam books that i will do any job except the teacher one. lol at me. WHAT AM I DOING NOW?? ofcourse am not a regular teacher but a special educator and YES it makes a great difference, yet I fall under teacher category:p.... Now after that moving lecture on role of a teacher... i was wondering how many teachers strictly follow the rules and roles of a teacher...WAIT WAIT WAIT!! my primary should be doubt is 'how many teachers are BEd qualified??' right? i never know that doing BEd is so important not just for the sake of the demand @ Sal but also for nurturing a child/student. I'm proud of myself for taking a decision to do BEd( it is a hell) and proud of all my teachers who have taught me lots of stuff and who haven't taught anything as well. my special thanks to those teachers who haven't taught anything in the class....it's because of you i could learn on my own from different sources and learnt exploring.

A teacher affects eternity; he can never tell where his influence stops. ~Henry Adams

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!!!

In the making of Hithakarini-2

It's been 9 months and my friends dint lose the true spirits of 'Hithakarini' .
Yes!! am talking about the workshop we organized for the hearing and speech impaired children at vizag last October. I feel glad when the volunteers call me back after 9 months and say, "we wanna volunteer again, plan for 2nd innings of the workshop". "awesome."
THIS is what i want. and the meaning for this THIS lies in my friends spirit and asking me to plan for 2nd innings of Hithakarini. I just love it.
This time am planning big. Dunno how far it will be successful, but am trying my best. I want those children to benefit to the maximum from whatever i know and from whatever i do. Planning for this October 10th and 11th @ vizag. will get back to all about the details regarding this workshop.
god bless me gud luck, innovative ideas and confidence.
:O :) :( :P :D

TAGline

one of my best frns Ro tagged me long back and i promised her that i'll continue the tagging process from my side but i couldn't do that for all these days because i had too much of work and assignments pressure over my head. and finally i'm doing it now...hello excuse me!! it doesn't mean that i don't have the assignments now. i have got lots to do..but before to that i should do this for the sake of my frn.
thanks Ro for tagging me..

The rules:
* Link the person who tagged you.
* Post these rules on your blog.
* Share your ABCs..
* Tag 3 people at the end of your post by linking to their blogs.
* Let the 3 tagged people know that they have been tagged by leaving a comment on their website.
* Do not tag the same person repeatedly but try to tag different people, so that there is a big network of bloggers doing this tag!

The ABC of me...all that is to share are as follows.

A – Available/Single? available for being unavailable. happy to be Single.... :)

B – Best friend? Best friends...Sugeetha, Ravi, Mubin, Ro, Sahithi, Vamsi, Varun. all are unique in their own way to share different kinds of emotions. i love all these 6. i can't miss them for my life time.

C – Cake or Pie? obviously Cake

D – Drink of choice? Fruit juice... am too lazy to chew and eat. easiest source of getting energy.

E – Essential item you use every day? My fasttrack watch.

F – Favorite colour? "Pinky ". i prefer black sometimes.

H – Hometown? Vijayawada, AP, India.

I – Indulgence? a long list shopping, riding, freaking, mostly sleeping, sometimes blogging and many more..

J – January or February? January...so many greetings on the occasion of new year, pongal, n my bday. yeppie. \m/

K – Kids & their names? whose kids?? i don't have one of my own. but yeah i love playing with kids.

L – Life is incomplete without? I....see L_FE. :P

M – Marriage date? god knows. lol

N – Number of siblings? 2: 1 swats and 1 sans= 100 sons for my parents.

O – Oranges or Apples? Apple. now don't ask me why...even i dunno.

P – Phobias/Fears? birds. esply hens. yuck.

Q – Quote for today? When we do our best we never know what miracle is wrought in our life or in the lives of others.

R – Reason to smile? memories.

S – Season? winter.

T – Tag 3 People?this is a tough part but the important part of this tag. click on the links to know about the 'thoughts in her bubble today' , 'serene girl' and 'arv's wall' .

U – Unknown fact about me? i appear arrogant (because of my large eyes) but am soft and innocent. :P lol

V – Vegetable you don't like? Brinjal. allergic to it.

W – Worst habit? forgetfulness.

X – X-rays you've had? I never had 1.

Y – Your favorite food? fruits and sweets. i can eat loads of it.

Z – Zodiac sign? Capricorn/ Aquarius. cusp here.

i dunno whether this tag will be continued / not, but i have tagged 3 bloggers who are very good writers and their blogs are worth reading and following.
:) :)