dance or trance


i dunno wot's happening with me...

it started last evening at around 5pm,when i got the news...till now am unable to come under my control. am just happy. happy to the fullest. i want this feeling to last forever.
i dunno whether it's my success or his. my student passed. he actually gave a big slap to all those teachers who rejected to teach him. very few teachers believed in him..and among them first stands this child sans. ppl just laughed at me and i still remember that moment when they said my student will never pass and i should quit trying. now it's my turn...i laugh at all those ppl who dint believe in me and my student. they criticized him. they never understood his difficulties, frustrated him, humiliated him. he came to me to show show that frustration in the form of temper tantrums. there were times when i felt like dying. everyday counseling myself and him.

this slowly lead to a strong bond from a very miserable relationship between us. sharing secrets and sorrows. fun and frolic. i dunno whether he ever realized that i taught him science in the form of gossips and that was my way of teaching. he loved that gossip and i loved the way he was learning. i miss it. i miss him. even he must be.

we haven't spoken to each other..it's been months. i wanna congratulate him. he dint turn up till now.

should i celebrate the happiness of his passing the 1st major hurdle...or should i long till he calls...
my mind is not under control. nostalgia.

i bunked my colez today..am sure some1 will comment me today.. 'body present mind absent' lol.
i don't want any stimulus. i'm just enjoying this trance state of mine.

1 big thing that's surprising me. my student did IGCSE grades 8,9 and 10 syllabus in just a span of 10 months.
Dear Iron-man(as i call him): ONLY U DID IT...AND ONLY U CAN DO IT. it's all ur hard work and belief,faith and dedication made u reach this. keep it up and continue crossing hurdles. remember!! this bony teacher(as he calls me) is always there to teach u, no matter whether it is science/maths , computers/commerce..... i'll learn and teach u as i used to. I love you POPEYE... ur's truly OLIVE

6 comments:

Arv said...

beautiful...

Wish him the very best :)

:) said...

@arv: thanks and sure.
@sugandha: :) surely i'll give him. he's fond of toblerone.he asked me for a toblerone factory long back thinking that he wont pass..but i dint promise him..i knew that he can do it. i can only buy the product not the factory...lol

Pinpaks said...

Congratulations Sans. So happy for you and your iron man. Why are you waiting for him to call.. go meet him with a bunch of chocolates and lots of hugs.. go go... and give him some more on my behalf. :)

Anonymous said...

hello dear bony teacher and the cute iron-man kudos to both of you..!!
Its time to celebrate baby .. don't wait anymore.. pick up the phone right now.. and share your happiness with him .. and do convey my wishes to him as well .. cheers..:)..!!

swathi's said...

babes....you are a gem! lots to learn from you...

:) said...

@ro: thnx. he's at blr. i'm dying to talk to him n spnd sometime with him. dunno wen it'll be.
@sugee: thnx thnx.wil throw a party this weekend. dnt u dare miss it.
@swat: thnx for the comment. omg i wonder wot u can learn from me.