A New Channel 2 Find Happiness..!!$$$!!

Emotions are so exhausting!! I dunno about others..sometimes I can't express many of my feelings and emotions to few friends fearing if i'll lose them. it's only my assumption. i know they'll never leave me...they accept me the way i'm. but still there is sothing in the corner of my heart and mind that keeps me pulling me back n warns me ..'hey hello..watch out..'. aaah.
When this type of things happen i feel bad and ask myself 'why me??'. then suddenly i remember there are few other ppl to cheer me up. my new students. yeah..I was recently given 4 new children with learning disabilities and slow learners and 2 new children with mental retardation. i've already started teaching these 4 ld & sl kids. they are such lovely n cute chutkus. their age range is 9-15. the 15 yrs young boy doing 9th reminds me of my ex-student in many ways. they are in no way comparison with each other. one is extremely soft and cheerful and the other is extremely lovable and adorable. but the intimacy i've built with my ex-student..i'm unable to build this time because of various reasons like time, space, vagera vagera.
it's good that i've really studied a lil bit for my exams and able to apply it during my practicals and may be this simple logic n secret is making stand at 1st position in my class and makes me feel proud of myself and my students. i dunno whether my students ever realize that're really lucky to get sans as their special educator/ teacher. they've got the best. i'm doing my best and am getting the same result. hmmm i'm lovin it. the sad part about this is my practical classes are about to get over in a week. i'll miss them. we have practical only from tue-friday. these children make very sad faces on friday's as they wont be able to see me n attend my classes till tuesday. even i feel same for them. unknowingly i think i'm creating attchment with them. i've learnt a lesson from my past teaching experience that i shdn't become so close and create so much of intimacy with students. it's so painful to leave them and to move on. the memories r really killingly painful. well..coming back to present...sans is really enjoying this teaching-learning practice to the best and getting same results. i wish i get some more time to do some more efforts to go beyond lil best if possible..
hehehehe lil greedy huh"?????

see you again..tc..enjoying blogging.